Yesterday I wrote the best post I've crafted for this blog in quite some time. This is not it. This, instead, is the post where I mull over the value of what I wrote yesterday. Whether or not it belongs in a forum such as this. Whether or not I'll ever get around to posting it. You see, what I wrote yesterday had something I feel like I've been lacking lately - a truth. I don't mean that to say that what I've posted lately has been lies. I don't think it has been. It just hasn't had that greater truth to it. The underlying importance to me and my existence that I think should come from writing.
Then again, I think I wrote a whole post about q-tips one time.
I just don't know if this is the place for what I wrote yesterday. It's a post I told myself I'd never write because I thought I'd be the bigger man for it. I thought if I avoided it, it would look like it didn't bother me. But it does bother me, so anything I've written that I haven't cared about has just felt like a lie.
And I know this isn't much for any of you to go on. I don't want to be specific here. It'd defeat the purpose of the other post, should I decide to use it.
So you tell me, should I post something that I think had meaning, regardless of the effect it could have on people? Or is it worth keeping some things private at what feels like the cost of your soul?