Sometimes, dare I say it, good things happen.
I've written about a hundred and fifty thousand times now (rough estimate) about how writing is hard and I can't write and blah blah blah. There were times where I'd try to come back to write a post, realize that was all I had to say, so I'd turn around and give up.
Now, I have something to report. It's slight, but it's something.
I have written a few script pages. The first in I can't even remember how long. At least, it's been a while since I wrote any script pages I've been happy with. These are more of a "get to know the characters and how they talk/act" than anything that might end up in a final draft, but they're good. I'm happy with them.
Not being so hard on myself makes it easier to sit down every day and get to it.
I still wake up tired and I still often have other things on my mind, but it's nice to remember that I can actually do this.