A Sleepless Week

I talked about this in my last post, but I've been having some issues with this dog of mine lately. She's been a handful or six or seven and in the last week or so, it's started manifesting mainly at night. The thunderstorms didn't help, I'm sure, but I know there are times that she's been barking just because. A website I read said "barking is its own reward." She's been adequately rewarded.

I can't remember the last time I felt like I was feeling yesterday. It was such an overwhelming fatigue. And I get this weird pressure that feels like it's right in my eyes that nothing seems to help. Except caffeine. I do notice a difference when I'm all hopped up on coffee. Of course, everything is different on coffee.

I'm just glad I functioned through the day at work. I'm not as in control of my emotions as I'd like to be when I'm tired. I'm not proud of it, and I'm aware of it, so I think that's a good first step, but I have a long way to go.